In my mind i was kept on thinking that yeahh!! People like me do exist.
What's wrong with that? What's wrong with being loved by someone or loving someone same as you?
I can't imagine how pathetic i was back then when i was emerging in my train of thoughts while my mom was staring at me. Surely, she knows something.
With deap sigh i assuage my fears a little about my own identity. That shit all over me. What? Am i shivering? what the hell is wrong with me?
Does it ever drives me insane after knowing my personal interest. According to everyone else my personal interests ; if marked they will be great shame for me.
How I'm going to handle them afterwards.
Keeping those things collapsing inside my mind as well as heart. I tuck my bag on my shoulder and walked out.
I have dedicated my life to my studies neither, i ever meddled in anyone's business.
INSIDE MY HEAD
I am the brightest shinning start of my school according to census report
Ok that's a complete lame joke.
I have made my entry in that so called school calling me some kind shining shit which i don't ever want to hear. But something happens which defamed me a little in all those years.
For me it was comfort, forgetting by most people. On the other hand, that was most heart teasing incident ever happened to me. He just left without saying a word.
My cracking words meant nothing to him. He just left away......