I can't remember the last time I felt this way.
It's been two days now;
two good days in a row.
No, I'm not on vacation,
and yes, I'm still drowning in responsibilities,
but its been two good days.
I may tell you I'm happy,
and that may be true,
but I will never admit it to myself.
Because in the past,
when I've genuinely told myself that,
I've watched everything crumble around me.
on multiple occasions;
within a blink of an eye;
within 72 hours to be exact.
I can't go back to that dark place,
the climb this time has been to much.
So I will explain it as two good days,
and leave it at that.