My exhaust fumes are spreading,
All the memories, I keep on shredding,
Swallowed whole in the heartbreak and darkness, with no where to go.
I've honestly had my thoughts,
Considered every option.
But I feel like I've lost every battle I've fought,
I need a reason, an answer to be locked in.
I've gave up on love and prayer,
Because the string of bad days never come to an end.
Honestly I don't see anything going anywhere,
Nothing that I can mend.
My time is ticking, before I finally explode,
Relying on every breath that I breathe.
There's no secret code or sign that needs to be shown,
To know that I've given it everything I've got, and I'm running on empty.