I can't move,
Frozen from the waist down.
I thought that you would disapprove,
So I jumped off that pier and drowned.
A tingling sensation runs down my back,
I'm trying to blend in with the crowd.
My clothes, thin and ripped, painted black.
I start to scream out loud.
I can't help that my muscles are weak,
That I can't feel anything.
It doesn't help when life looks so bleak,
When you have to depend on everything.
Thinking that I'm crazy, or I'm messed up in the head,
As soon as I jumped, I finally realized.
That I can't get out of bed,
Because I lay here paralyzed.