The nights grow cold,
As I'm drowning in my thoughts.
My demons start to unfold,
I just can't fall asleep, my mind will not stop firing its shots.
Wasting my days,
Trying to get through it all.
I can't seem to get out of this craze,
Where I crumble and continue to fall.
I feel like there is nothing left of me,
Just skin and bones.
I don't feel safe, and security I am not guaranteed,
I'm just left outside, trying to fend for myself on my own.
My life feels fake, like an endless nightmare,
Where my monsters and ghosts start to applaud.
Feeling like I can't get anyone to care,
So I hide the real me and my feelings, behind a facade.