I'm hurting inside,
I'm running out of time,
Swimming in this ocean of my feelings, and I feel like I'm gonna drown.
I need to stay afloat,
Keep my head above water.
Water seeps deep into my throat,
I don't know if I can go much longer.
It's like a pill,
That's hard to swallow.
You know the drill,
I cry and lay in a puddle of tears, and start to wallow.
But I know what I'm fighting for,
Maybe this love is fiction.
To me she's not just a girl, she is so much more,
But it's hard to love when everyone misunderstands my addiction.