I saw you kissing someone else and I was more concerned with how shitty her eyeliner was than her lips on yours
I saw you kissing someone else and I was more concerned with how shitty her eyeliner was than her lips on yours another-woman stories
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greenspace
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I saw the man I write about with other girls and for the life of me that doesn't hurt. He could sleep with someone infront of me and i would be more upset about seeing a naked girl than the fact that he was on her. I don't understand how I can feel so neutral about that but when there's a second of silence in my life all I can do is yell your name and wish you to come back and fill it.

I saw you kissing someone else and I was more concerned with how shitty her eyeliner was than her lips on yours

by greenspace

It's the most confusing thing

I have seen the one I speak of with someone else. I have seen their lips pressed together like magnets.

I did not flinch. I did not crumble. I did not care.

FOR THE LIFE OF ME I DID NOT CARE Confusing, I know.

If my heart isn't sent into a shooting spiral when I see you in that dimly lit bar pressing your body against another woman.. why is the silence so crippling?

Why do i lay here at night three feet under my own body wondering how to dig out these feelings so I can begin to rise again?

I never worried about other girls... other people to play with. It never bothered me if I saw you talking to them.

I have a very firm belief that if you are meant to be mine you will be, and nothing can stop it. But you are not here so why do i still call for you? Why is letting go such a difficult task now?

It's very confusing. You being with someone else doesn't shake me. It's the emptiness in my heart. The longing. I don't understand.

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