I almost forgot about all the pain I've caused people I almost forgot why I wanted to die
I wanted to live for a minute I started to wonder why I ever wanted to die for a minute
Then it all came back to me
Then I wondered how I ever forgot about all the pain I've caused
Now that I remember, I wonder why I'm not dead yet
Why am I not suffering in the most painful way?
i'm suffering and I wonder why I ever wanted this pain to go away
I deserve this
I deserve to suffer more than this
I deserve to suffer more than this for a few more years and then die alone in the most painful way
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