Not allowed to feel
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gigabite
gigabite Just a girl who likes too many things
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I overthink, I doubt, I get frustrated. Again, I do this to myself. All it takes is a bad moment or a comment I take too seriously. I twist these things into negativity and start to question my worth, my existence. That’s how bad it’s gotten. I can never let myself be me.

Not allowed to feel

I overthink, I doubt, I get frustrated. Again, I do this to myself. All it takes is a bad moment or a comment I take too seriously.

I twist these things into negativity and start to question my worth, my existence. That’s how bad it’s gotten. I can never let myself be me.

I’m always taking mental notes of what not to do and what to do; always making sure everyone is happy around me. But I never check if I’m happy; I never check what I want.

If I upset someone in the slightest, it breaks me, and I can’t help but be apologetic. But if someone upsets me, I never show it.

I feel the need to assure the other person I’m not upset, even though I am. I do this because I feel like I’m not allowed to be upset.

I think that’s what it all comes down to. I feel like I’m not allowed to feel anything. I put other people before me and treat myself like dirt. Which is an awful way to live.

Love yourself and let yourself be.

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