My mind pains me in bitter emotion but my heart forgives easily
Even in knowing that you’re evil, I still miss you so fucking much
As you can see, my logic is nonexistent when involved with you
That’s probably how you got away unscathed with all the damage caused while I’m here floundering in failures
Tricking my chemical system into thinking I was safe
You don’t deserve to know this but I still cry over you even months later
I know you found me boring. I never figured out why since it’s clear I’m unlike everyone else our age
Certainly most would be concerned with how unusual I am. Take my family members, for instance
I see the confusion in their faces like I’m covered in imperfections and irregularities.
I think the fact that I was different scared you so you detached
Almost as if you saw that difference in yourself and couldn’t live up to it yet
So you threw me aside like you would a deplorable test grade as if the truth would go away in hiding
My honesty scared you. It scares everyone.
My honesty scared you. It scares everyone. And I’m okay with that.
After all this, I want to thank you for being you
Because if you weren’t you, I wouldn’t be so proud of myself right now for being the strong one
Written by: @genevieve © Genevieve Kubica xoxo