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...a conversation...

Written by: @genevieve

© Genevieve Kubica

Created by Me

(him) You will listen to me

(him) You will listen to me To my words of wisdom

(him) You will listen to me To my words of wisdom For I have lived longer than you

(i) I’m closing in on those years you speak of

(i) I’m closing in on those years you speak of The years that match yours

(i) I’m closing in on those years you speak of The years that match yours – to your message and your misguided wisdom

With so little growth, change, and clarity

With so little growth, change, and clarity Your emotionless simmer waiting to blow

With so little growth, change, and clarity Your emotionless simmer waiting to blow No warning boil or crimson coil

With so little growth, change, and clarity Your emotionless simmer waiting to blow No warning boil or crimson coil Just a steady heat evaporates into explosive emotion

(him) It was at a different place in time

(him) It was at a different place in time A state of mind so far away from present day

(him) It was at a different place in time A state of mind so far away from present day I cannot compare the two

(i) Your place in time is my place disguised Don’t ever be fooled

(i) Your place in time is my place disguised Don’t ever be fooled The heat of your soul instigates Your angers explosive root

(i) Your place in time is my place disguised Don’t ever be fooled The heat of your soul instigates Your angers explosive root I have heard enough of your excuses

(i) Your place in time is my place disguised Don’t ever be fooled The heat of your soul instigates Your angers explosive root I have heard enough of your excuses For mine are becoming yours now

I fear the explosive outrage

I fear the explosive outrage That monster inside who crawls its way out

I fear the explosive outrage That monster inside who crawls its way out Tugging and prodding; Leading me to destroy

I fear the explosive outrage That monster inside who crawls its way out Tugging and prodding; Leading me to destroy My simmer has boiled past inundation

I fear the explosive outrage That monster inside who crawls its way out Tugging and prodding; Leading me to destroy My simmer has boiled past inundation And your lid won’t cover mine anymore

(him) My hope is that I gave you

(him) My hope is that I gave you The tools of life to build yourself back up

(him) My hope is that I gave you The tools of life to build yourself back up Create yourself now as I once did

(i) What you do not consider is how I needed to see you use them yourself

(i) What you do not consider is how I needed to see you use them yourself I had to learn that our unique evolution

(i) What you do not consider is how I needed to see you use them yourself I had to learn that our unique evolution could be created out of the same tools

(i) What you do not consider is how I needed to see you use them yourself I had to learn that our unique evolution could be created out of the same tools You stopped using yours when I was still growing

(him) My tools grew weary as I chiseled through life without stopping to sharpen them

(i) And that’s why I’m stuck now

(i) And that’s why I’m stuck now Caught in a toxic pattern of self-defeat

(i) And that’s why I’m stuck now Caught in a toxic pattern of self-defeat Because I was never taught when to stop

(i) And that’s why I’m stuck now Caught in a toxic pattern of self-defeat Because I was never taught when to stop, or how to start

Instead I was given empty words linked as phrases

Instead I was given empty words linked as phrases Already spoken through the ages

Instead I was given empty words linked as phrases Already spoken through the ages From father to daughter and back and forth from there

Instead I was given empty words linked as phrases Already spoken through the ages From father to daughter and back and forth from there I sense your time fading

Instead I was given empty words linked as phrases Already spoken through the ages From father to daughter and back and forth from there I sense your time fading There’s no wisdom in giving up

Until the finale we are trapped

Until the finale we are trapped Stuck in a mess you created, or rather You continued

Until the finale we are trapped Stuck in a mess you created, or rather You continued – no sense of self

Until the finale we are trapped Stuck in a mess you created, or rather You continued – no sense of self Where is my hope then?

Until the finale we are trapped Stuck in a mess you created, or rather You continued – no sense of self Where is my hope then? To break out of your confines

Until the finale we are trapped Stuck in a mess you created, or rather You continued – no sense of self Where is my hope then? To break out of your confines A trapped queen that can’t go back

(him) I thought I taught you the right way

(him) I thought I taught you the right way A way with good intentions

(i) Stop

(i) Stop – there is none

(i) Stop – there is none Let go of that selfish hold on life as it was

(i) Stop – there is none Let go of that selfish hold on life as it was That childish possession manifests itself to obsession

(i) Stop – there is none Let go of that selfish hold on life as it was That childish possession manifests itself to obsession Let that past go

(i) Stop – there is none Let go of that selfish hold on life as it was That childish possession manifests itself to obsession Let that past go – no more mind suffocation

No drowning of the child core

No drowning of the child core For innocence may turn wicked in stagnation

Now you will listen to me

Now you will listen to me For I am wide open from enlightenment

Now you will listen to me For I am wide open from enlightenment And my years lived are both longer and shorter than yours

I cannot be there to humor your fears

I cannot be there to humor your fears For my own life and sanity are crucial

I cannot be there to humor your fears For my own life and sanity are crucial Our inner creation out of love and light

I cannot be there to humor your fears For my own life and sanity are crucial Our inner creation out of love and light It’s time to grow myself now

I cannot be there to humor your fears For my own life and sanity are crucial Our inner creation out of love and light It’s time to grow myself now Time for you to make your move too

You thought you taught me right

You thought you taught me right Instead you taught me to imitate

You thought you taught me right Instead you taught me to imitate That false protection

You thought you taught me right Instead you taught me to imitate That false protection Misconstrued as love and affection

You thought you taught me right Instead you taught me to imitate That false protection Misconstrued as love and affection You should listen to me now

Just know I learned of your ways and some of hers

Just know I learned of your ways and some of hers Now is when I learn for myself

Just know I learned of your ways and some of hers Now is when I learn for myself Created by me

Written by: @genevieve © Genevieve Kubica

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