Tuesday, July 25th, 2017, 5:23 PM
I forgot to tell you before that I got out of the hospital again finally. My doctor said that my heart should be fine for now.
I really just hope that nothing bad happens but I know something will. The bad thing about being out of the hospital is that now I have to go to school.
Every time I go to school, someone just hasssss to mess with me. I just want to get through my day with no problems. Can a boy just do his math and live? Anyways, for the juicy details.
I was out with Namjoon getting ice cream because he broke his leg and I felt bad right? As we were sitting down, Namjoon pointed to someone and I looked out of curiosity.
Guess who it was? MY DOCTOR! WITH HOSEOK! Both of them were staring at each other like nobody else mattered in the world. Too cute. Hoseok highkey looked like he wanted to eat him though.
A little creepy if I might add. That's honestly all I had to say. I never have anything good to say so I thought, why not update you all, well, bye! Get good rest c:
Wednesday, July, 26th, 2017, 1:21 AM
I think I actually might go ask Jimin to hang out with me. Just maybe though.
Im still kinda not ready but Taehyung threatened that he would drag me out of my house If I didn't, so the best option would be to leave my house.
But where to go? I don't know where Jimin likes to go, what foods he eats, what his middle name is, where he lives. Heck, I just forgot that I don't even have his number.
I'll just ask Taehyung later today I guess. Maybe I'll just ask a ton of questions to Jimin when I get his number and just HOPE that he doesn't block me or anything.
Or I can ask Taehyung but, quite honestly, I don't trust him. He might tell me some stuff that I didn't need to know. Or some incorrect information that will screw up everything.
Yeah, let's not take that chance. Well, Its like 1:30 so im gonna try and go to sleep now, bye c:
Thursday, July 30th, 2017, 2:56 AM
Jungkook asked for my number today. You dont know how much I wanted to die right there and then. Im actually positive that Im dead inside already.
He and I were talking back and forth, asking questions. Turns out that he is going to be homeschooled soon.
Not great cause then I cant stare at him during class but its good cause now I dont have to be worrying about girls gawking at him every second.
I know I know, Im not even dating him and I have not right to be saying these things but I can't help it. I feel the need to want to get closer to him and see everything he is doing.
It's not like I'll be here much longer anyway. I have to find a source of happiness, right?
Wednesday, August 6th, 2017, 12:42 AM
Jimin hasn't answered any of my calls or texts for the past 6 days now and it's getting me a little scared.
I didn't want to go to his house because I didn't want to pressure him, but it's unusual for him to be gone this long. Jungkook told me that he also disappeared from texting him.
Ive already checked the hospital and he wasn't their either. Do I go to his house today? Do I give him space? Is he even ok?
Thursday, August 7th, 2017, 8:19 AM
Ive been worrying about Jimin for the past week and it's killing me. We were texting and next thing you know, he just stops. And not like the, he stops texting for a bit and comes back.
It's the, you text him, and it says his phone is disconnected. I didn't tell Taehyung yet because I know If I did, he would freak out. The last thing I need is a crazy Taehyung.
But also, I feel like that's the only way we will find Jimin. We have asked his doctors, called his parents in another city to see if they have heard of him lately, and they both said no.
I dont know what to do, but something has to happen soon.