Why do I feel like lie on my bed and just cry?
Why do I feel like to scream and yell as my emotions ring the bell of insanity within me as I feel like to cry but I can't.
No matter how sad I get or how much I wanna cry my body just wouldn't allow it. It pulls the tears, that I want to leave, back.
My mind feels ill and my body feel weak and my spirt feels drained as I yearn to cry but no tears came.
My anxiety and stress grow and they begin to sow a seed of depression that when grown would make show the tears that so badly hid from my face but now wouldn't stop coming.
Now I can cry but at the cost of being tremendously sad and depressed.