Concentrate. Concentrate. Write. Write and write. No one notices. They scroll but .... Nothing.
Pause. Wait. Be patient.
I follow. They don’t. I comment. No response.
I am not new. Time. It takes time.
My brain melts and my eyes burns. Blood pours but doesn’t freeze. A stream of envy comes biting me inside. Hell fire rots my mind in sin.
I am not an attention seeker! I punch the demon growing in me.
Addiction. Addiction. You are my enemy. I learn to appreciate the little things. Small things are worth smiling for!