Drowned in my thoughts .
Blinded by the hatred .
Another time you come alive in my dreams .
I am trying to keep tears to myself , but your not letting me .
Is it not enough for you to keep me awake all the time to think about you .
The world is all dark now .
My hopes are all gone .
And life became hopeless .
Nights became colder and days became longer .
There is nothing to lose when your lonely and friendless .
Now that I know you wont leave me .
I will fight oh my fear .