I have anger issues, well I'm not so sure of that term but one thing is certain: I AM EASILY ANGERED.
Even the slightest misinterpretations rubs me in a very wrong way, intense right? Uh no, more like scary i guess? So yeah, i knew then that i would be alone for the rest of my miserable life.
Well, not until one day, i woke up,refreshed and a miraculously positive vibe swinging around me that changed everything.
I thought i had a good sleep but that was not the case so let me tell you my story.
I am your average young adult, still finding her passion and walking aimlessly seeking for whatever her purpose in life.
I went along to wherever life puts me in my twenty three years of existence.
I have never once felt alive , or maybe i thought i did when i was in my third year of highschool , smoking cigarettes on empty parks or drinking till the lights were out.
It was fun but i couldn't say i was actually living the life I wanted.
But then again, who would think about life at the age of fifteen or sixteen?? You? Her? Them?
Well absolutely not me! I was a rebellious kid but I made sure my grades were top notched so my family won't think im doing anything wrong.
You got that right, i was a rebel at my own little world with my friends.
I thought i looked cool back then, i wasnt a nerdy who bullies try to get their filthy hands on, but i was a smart kid with a rebellious attitude.
Oh the glory of my highschool days! So i graduated high school with flying colors and rainbows and thought college would be the same.
But it wasnt.
When i entered college, i was bewildered , everything was different .
It was a public school by the way , so it was really crowded and packed with rowdy students, i might sound biased but it really is like that .
Well , fortunately i found a good bunch of friends on my second year, i had fun, cut classes, hanging out at my place , played guitar with them singing at the background.
They were a good influence to me. And they were the one who helped when everything went wrong .