I have revealed A lot more of myself Than any of you realise
I have torn chunks of skin And revealed a canary in a cage for a heart It chirps charming words at you It dances for you Before being plague with guilt and revulsion And hiding away It will come back I promise At least, that's what I say?
I have scratched away deceit scrape by scrape and shown only despair That is still here And doesn't look Like it's going anywhere
I rip my fears like hangnails and leave them to fester Hoping one day that they heal But I do not put a band-aid on Because they will heal, Right?
I have revealed A lot more of myself Than any of you realise But there is so much more Hidden
But I can not tell you about them It is forbidden
Until Next year