Dear Him

forgetmeForget me... its safer.
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The letter that I wish that I could send him

Dear Him

by forgetme

Dear Him

I loved you way more than I could ever love myself. And I know that you loved me too. We both had our issues. I was suicidal. I hurt myself. You were insecure. You got jealous.

You didn't like my friends, because you thought that they were going to take me away from you. And if they were smart, they probably would have.

One of my best friends is a guy. And you hated his guts. You thought that I was going to cheat on you. And you told me everyday that you knew that I was going to cheat on you.

Why did you think that it was ok to tell me that I couldn't be friends with people just because they are the opposite gender? Why did you think that it was ok to tell me that I was untrustworthy?

You tell me that I shouldn't make jokes with my friends, because you think that they are about you. They aren't. And yet you make jokes about me and my body all the time to your friends.

No, I'm not going to give up the very few friends that I have for you. You don't seem to mind when I talk to or hang out with YOUR friends. How come my friends are different?

You got mad at me because I went to the mall with my two best guy friends. You told me that none of my friends are trustworthy. You got mad at me because I didn't tell you that I was going.

You told me that my problems are nothing because yours are worse. This is my life, and I don't need someone telling me what to do. I'm in highschool, I don't need someone controlling my life.

I'm not cheating on you. I have nothing to hide. You do not need to control me. I am my own person. And I will not be part of an abusive and controlling relationship.

And so I am giving you an option.

We can change our relationship and go back to the loving, caring one we had before jealousy and insecurities meddled its way in. Or we can take a break. I don't like that idea any more than you.

But maybe this is what we need.

It wasn't always this way.

We used to be so happy. We never used to fight. What changed? I miss those times. I miss us. Can we please go back to that? I love you so much.

Please Babe.

Love, Me

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a month agoReply
Damn I wish youthe best but your right it's only high school and their are other guy's/girl's out their that can and will treat you better if he can't except your friends or accuses you every day then he doesn't deserve your love. great post you did a really good job.

forgetmeForget me... its safer.
3 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil Thanks for your comment! I really appreciate how you comment so positively on so many people's work, including my own. As for my relationship, we are trying to work things out, but who knows. After all, it is only high school

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller,
3 months agoReply
Is this real? Doggone it, I hope not. The male in this relationship ism fatally flawed. He needs intensive long term therapy. He is incapable of forming a loving relationship. It does not matter what you thought perceived in some nebulous past. The young man who is the addressee of this letter is hurt and very damaged. If this is purely fiction, it was excellent. The writing was excellent true or fictitious. Great post!!!!!