first of all...
thank you. thank you for being a part of my life in different stages of it . i can guarantee that you've been very important to me. that i trusted you and enjoyed your existence.
and even if
we turned seperate ways, i still remember you and cherish all the memories we had together.
my teacher, my role-model, my clown and listener. you were all of the above. and maybe that's why things didn't work out for us? i felt so good with you that i forgot about myself?
everything about me, but i didn't know everything about you. i just became a part of you and didn't have space for myself
i was still naive and ingenue and you seemed so strong, so clever that i just wanted to become like you? and by that, i lost myself.
you got bored of me. you found new people meanwhile i still was dreaming about every minute i got to spend with you. you were like sky while i was just a little cloud here.
then, it rained.
it rained hard and i was sad about what was going on. but i just couldn't do anything. whatever happened then, was unstopable. but also...vital. for both of us.
that's where it ended.
but it's okay. i'm okay. you teached me things and i'm not scared of it anymore.
from now on...
i love rain.