Overwhelmed
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fivecents The crows are calling for disaster
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stop this madness...

Overwhelmed

One more I tell myself. One more and I will get to work. Just one more show. One more chapter. One more minute

One more I tell myself. One more and I will get to work. Just one more show. One more chapter. One more minute, hour

One more I tell myself. One more and I will get to work. Just one more show. One more chapter. One more minute, hour, day.

When does it end? When will it stop? When will I grow up and realize that I have responsibilities.

No, instead I push them all away to the deepest part of my mind, only providing more stress. The future is terrifying and I don't know where I'm meant to be. My stress is overwhelming I can't take it anymore.

Yet I do nothing.

Yet I do nothing. I drown...

I ask myself, how can I be anything If I never even start?

I ask myself, how can I be anything If I never even start? What will I become if I can't get this done.

My list piles high with responsibilities and I turn away from it all. I let the pile grow, feeling worse and worse as I do.

But I can' t stop.

My room... a mess. My life even more so.

On the outside I appear perfect. I appear happy. Will they ever find out what I hide behind my smile?

Who will know the scars I carry? How am I surrounded with love yet feel so alone?

This is me,

This is me, my life,

This is me, my life, my disaster.

One more I tell myself. One more second to sit and reflect. To think of what I could be doing... To think of all I am missing out on.

My life has been taken over by this lie...

My life has been taken over by this lie... Just one more.

Hey guys this is a story thing about being overwhelmed because the feeling sucks. (but I guess since that's the title you already knew that) It might not be the best quality but I wanted to kind of give a certain mindset to it of everything falling apart and the drowning feeling. If that makes sense.

Anyway thanks for reading :) - @fivecents

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