"It's going to be ok, everything is going to be alright", that's what I tell myself every night, when I lie in the big double bed and cry.
I miss you Nancy, please come back.
Sometimes I tell myself that it's all just a dream and that I'll wake up the next morning to your voice asking me if I'm ok, then I would just give you a hug like every morning for the past four years.
But then it all went downhill.
Nancy please, please wake me up from this nightmare.
There's something I think you should know Nancy.
You know how we had planned to fly to the Caribbean's for a week?
Well, one of those days, while lying on the beach drinking some fresh coconut and enjoying the sun, I was going to give you something.
A ring Nanc, a ring!
I was going to propose to you!
But now that stupid fucking fire that this crack head started changed that.
All I do now is lie in bed and cry.
I just cry.
Well I guess sometimes I sit here,
Leaning against that cold Quartz block with your name on it
and cry here instead
But today, today I decided to write and cry
Anyways I need to go now.
I'll see you again soon,
Then we'll be together once more.
you made it to the end :) To everyone who read it all the way to the end, ur great <3 Also, please leave some feedback, I'd love to know your opinions on this story. (story was first written 02. 07. 2020)