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fantadreamworld
fantadreamworld Bye, I will check in sometimes
Autoplay OFF   •   10 months ago
This is how I feel, I don't expect you to understand it, It's fine. And I am fine too.

Tired

Tired of lies

Tired of hurting inside

Tired of hurting inside,

Tired of hurting inside, I am not suicidal

Tired of hurting inside, I am not suicidal because guilt would follow me

Tired of hurting inside, I am not suicidal because guilt would follow me guilt won't ever let me go.

Tired of hurting inside, I am not suicidal because guilt would follow me guilt won't ever let me go. Because

Because guilt knows I don't forgive myself easily

Tired of hurting inside, I am not suicidal because guilt would follow me guilt won't ever let me go. Because guilt knows that pain in my heart

Because guilt knows I regret loving the people I loved

Because guilt knows I am already dead inside

Because guilt knows I am already dead inside that's why suicide wouldn't be the answer.

I am not depressed,

I am not depressed, I am content

I am not depressed, I am content with being empty

I am not depressed, I am content with being empty It's the best feeling inside

I am not depressed, I am content with being empty It's the best feeling inside when you know someone's lying

I am not depressed, I am content with being empty It's the best feeling inside when you realise the one you love loves someone else

It's great really

It's great really I am best friends with depression

It's great really I am best friends with depression we have sleepovers, we hang out all the time.

My tears are amazing too.

My tears are amazing too. The way I cried in front of everyone

My tears are amazing too. The way I cried in front of everyone and they laughed

My tears are amazing too. The way I cried in front of everyone and they laughed I would of laughed too

My tears are amazing too. The way I cried in front of everyone and they laughed I would of laughed too if I wasn't drowning in my tears

I do hate how people ask me how I feel

I do hate how people ask me how I feel it is so hard to explain

I do hate how people ask me how I feel it is so hard to explain the pain covers up my mouth

I do hate how people ask me how I feel it is so hard to explain the pain covers up my mouth And makes me say

I do hate how people ask me how I feel it is so hard to explain the pain covers up my mouth And makes me say "I'm fine"

I don't want anyone to know I am this way

I don't want anyone to know I am this way I don't want therapy

I don't want anyone to know I am this way I don't want therapy I don't want to talk to someone

I don't want anyone to know I am this way I don't want therapy I don't want to talk to someone Therapists do not understand at all

It's a therapist's job to make you feel alright

It's a therapist's job to make you feel alright I don't want to lose my best friend

It's a therapist's job to make you feel alright I don't want to lose my best friend I don't want to lose sadness

Heartless people is what keeps me here

Depressed people is what keeps me here

Depressed people is what keeps me here Because they understand.

Depressed people is what keeps me here Because they understand. I am depressed, and it is the best feeling to wake up everyday and think

"Still alive for another day of getting lied to and crying about it"

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