Isnt it ironic that we are the root of good and evil. And that we cannot help but accept the fact that we don't realise our mistakes early in life and when we do we our too late. That in our unconscio...
You do what you are said. That's why we end up being in the same hole. Following the "promised" routine. That is. Not everyone is visionary. Change your thoughts. Live a better life. Now or never.
If things don't work out, leave it for the best. Some things were just not meant to be felt. They were to be experienced to differentiate what were meant to be felt.
You have experiences for the best. Some are good others just don't work out. It's because their preparing you for the good ones. Try to understand and you'll get it.