I look in the darkness,
But to no avail do I find myself,
I try t reach out to what I can see,
But nothing seems to even be there,
Am I dreaming?
The lights in my head are slowly dimming down,
And my hope starts to fade,
I try to find something to give me a spark,
But nothing ever seems to work,
Am I hopeless?
I want to hear all of the good things,
But my ears tingle at the slightest sound,
I can't seem to find inner peace in my voice,
For I never have the words to speak,
Am I mute?
The sight of all the little things make me wish upon faith,
Unless you can't see anything anymore,
Everything seems like a black abyss,
And my eyes are closed,
Am I blind?
Unlike silk, sandpaper is rough and brittle,
And my fingertips are bleeding ever so slowly,
I can't feel a thing,
No even my heart,
Am I broken?,
Am I constantly a mistake?
Am I misunderstanding all those words?
Am I not seeing you clearly?
Am I not the right fit for these people?
Am I alright?
My life seems to be crushing itself slowly,
And not even the lights of you can save me now,
I am too far gone,
And I won't be able to come back.
The lights have done all they could do to save me, but I can't go to them.