Its so hard to love.
I use to love everything.
I mean everything.
I even loved criminals cause i told myself, 'They are human and have a heart too'.
Then one day it all changed.
I started to hate everything.
I hated myself, god, and anybody who loved me.
And honestly I still do hate myself and a few individuals.
But now that i'm trying to love people again i'm failing.
I can't even look at something without commenting something rude in my head that later i will regret.
I just keep hoping its like a pessimistic faze or a dream.
But how come i'm not waking up?
How come i'm not happy anymore?
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO LOVE?!?!?!