You were my everything,
My whole world.
I put you before any of my girls.
You told me you loved me from the very beginning.
You were my first everything and someone that I believed in.
One day you became jealous and mean,
Hacking into my computer then making a scene.
Acting different and telling me lies,
All so you could just beat me and spit in my eyes.
Held me down I had nowhere to go,
Then took advantage of me when I kept saying NO!
Not sure what hurt the most,
The physical or emotional abuse.
I was so young and I stayed and you did you.
Best thing I did was put a restraining order on you,
When you showed up to beat me at my school.
I still loved you, or so I thought.
You kept haunting me after the thought.
Age and time heals all wounds,
But this has scarred me to the bones.