Father |A Poem For My Father|
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f_priestly "Embrace reality, even if it burns you."
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Just a lil poem about how I feel.

Father |A Poem For My Father|

I'm not the type of woman to just let you into my life,

I'm not the type of woman to just let you into my life, You have to earn my respect, my trust, my love, my loyalty.

But you never wanted any of that, did you father?

But you never wanted any of that, did you father? You've got your heart on lockdown, shooting everyone down.

But you never wanted any of that, did you father? You've got your heart on lockdown, shooting everyone down. You don't give a damn.

Do

Do you

Do you even

Do you even love

Do you even love me?

Do you even love me? You always act unwanted,

Do you even love me? You always act unwanted, You always act unloving,

Do you even love me? You always act unwanted, You always act unloving, You always act incapable.

But what is all of this even for? The fame, popularity, hate, guiltiness, revenge? Or is it just for your own personal gain?

I don't even know you, I have never met you, and I probably never will. Do you know how much this hurts? How much I cry every day because of you? How can I love a man like you and let you into my life after all the sexual, mental, emotional, and physical assault? I just can't anymore, father.

I

I call

I call the

I call the shots

I call the shots now.

And I say stay out of my life and don't come crawling back. Miss me if you wish, hate me if you want, Need me if you care. I will be fine on my own. I believe in me; unlike you.

Father, How can I love you?

Father, How can I love you? How can I want you?

Father, How can I love you? How can I want you? How can I need you?

Father, How can I love you? How can I want you? How can I need you? How can I have you?

Father, How can I love you? How can I want you? How can I need you? How can I have you? How can I miss you?

I just can't. I simply cant. And I never will.

This is G O O D B Y E I don't want or need you. I will be alright by myself. But I do say thank you.

Without you, I wouldn't, Be here. And I thank you for this <3 At least, You did, Something right in your whole entire lifetime, father.

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