today was hard only because i realized that maybe our relationship isn't as perfect and healthy as i believed it to be. i give and give so much only to receive nothing in return.
everything i do you use against me. you even used my apologies and tears against me. you judged me for being scared that you would leave me. but how can i blame you. im worthless they say.
maybe they're right. no, they are right. but that's besides the point. and you are right sometimes. i make everything about me. but so do you.
the problem is you are allowed to use us however you want yet even my small mistakes are disastrous in your eyes. i can't be perfect and i also can't keep this up. trying to be perfect.
i'm tired. i'm actually exhausted. but you dont care. sorry but i can't do this anymore. i have to leave. we can't be anymore.