Troubling Thoughts
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dracosevamalfoy
dracosevamalfoy I know. I'm dying.
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'You're nothing' The words rang in my ears as I ran into my house from the bus stop when I was 14. 'You say you're smart, we say you're a cheat.' Only because I was two grades ahead of my age.

Troubling Thoughts

'You're nothing' The words rang in my ears as I ran into my house from the bus stop when I was 14.

'You say you're smart, we say you're a cheat.' Only because I was two grades ahead of my age.

'Why don't you go kill yourself? No one will care.'

Why don't I?

Why can't I when I try?

I've tried four times to die... each time I fail.

I've tried to drown, hang, poison, and stab myself.

Each time I failed.

Each time left a scar.

My scars showed at school, they all mocked me.

'Immune to hanging, Corpse?'

'Try to burn, let's see if she's a witch.'

I pretend I don't hear them.

'She's nothing, and you only amount to what you are.'

I lashed out. The school had said that they care and they will take care of it. Was that how they handled it?

They only talked for a minute, gave them one bad grade, and let them go.

Corpse. Corpse was my nickname for years because of the scars and my pale face.

'Corpse, she just won't die! I wish she would.' my fake friend had said only a few days after I started to trust her.

I heard everything. I left. I ran.

I went to a free school, a better school.

I learned to ignore my troubling thoughts.... for a little while.

But they still come back.

They still haunt me.

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