I look for you in the eyes of another
Looking for what I can't find makes me shutter
I want you cause he'll never be the same
But you up and left and your to blame
You fucked up the way I love
My heart is cold with a kick and a shove
Now I'm left pretending
With pain never ending
I try to be okay
A happy face always on display
My insides feel empty and hollow
Guess you took them? Or did you not ask to borrow?
Didn't last long because I can tell your empty too
Guess your time will come through
When you realize I was the only one who actually understood you
Who selflessly cared about you even when it was detrimental to me
I put everything on the line to be who you wanted me to be,
I changed my whole life
When you left I didn't know who I was and it caused me strife
I had to fix what you changed
To stop doing things almost like I was trained
Force of habit
You can take the credit.
I'll never be able to find all the pieces you shattered me into.
What the hell am I supposed to do?