I want to dance to the rhythm of this music till I lose myself in the oblivion of bliss.
I want to push my aching muscles of mind, body and soul till I am numb and can feel no more.
I want to forget the existence of life yet begin to immerse myself in it.
I want to break free and as much as I treasure my memories right now I just wish to let go.
I wish for all this and yet am afraid to actually let it come true.
When will I stop being a paradox of contradictions...