Regardless of this life
Regardless of the pain and the wish to leave
I don’t mind living, but as long as I live alone.
There have been many days spent screaming at the world and asking to save me
The world to save me, such arrogance. I question myself, constantly, who am I?
But after sorrow and pain, after I dry my own tears
I remember why I am alone.
I would unintentionally destroy any soul
I would bring sorrow and pain to everyone that comes too close
So, I would rather be alone until the end
Than to live a life where I hurt someone
I would choose death than a life where I unintentionally destroy someone else’s soul.
So, some days I scream at the Universe
Some days, I thank the universe.