We talked about this darling, I’m a monster
And what do monsters know about the feeling of love
Empty, pretending to be human
You choose to be with me and spoke words of love
So here it is.
All raw and ugly
I’m not as lovable as you thought I would be
Darling, on days when I am as lost and confused as the sea
You hold me down and tell me that your sensitive and I didn’t treat you right today
Darling, why can’t you see me
Darling, "I’m tired," I said
You laughed and said, "I say that every day"
Darling, today I told you it was hard getting out of bed
You laughed, "you say that all the time"
Darling, don’t you have off days?
You laughed, "your days are all off days"
Darling, you know you can leave, right?
But I don’t want to leave
Because I’m already in this
Then I’ll leave
You laughed, "Your mother said you’re being irrational."