Free Me From This Mirror Life
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darklyloved A Delicately Chaotic Mess
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A voiced thought from what others have told me with their eyes, and from my never untangling mind.

Free Me From This Mirror Life

by darklyloved

Sitting down, alone, made me think.

What have I done with everything?

What have I done with my life?

It angered me to think that the time goes by so quickly ,

that my life may end without warning,

and I haven't actually done anything.

The empty feeling that pained my heart

Was the indication that I was human.

Human, but normal.

Normal, and average.

A human that will be forgotten in a handful of months after my death.

I'm sitting down, right now on my living room couch.

Today I have done nothing but flee from reality, and seek shelter in a book.

Today I wished my mother a happy birthday.

Today, I did some math.

I've been alive all these years.

And yet I have just realized that I'm empty.

And alone.

And the only thing I mourn

Is the time where I was younger and never realized that every day is an unnoticeable replica of the other days.

And all I mourn is

The time where I was free to do whatever I wanted with my mirrored days.

And to be honest with myself-

I have done absolutely nothing with this empty, fake, life I call mine.

And I don't know what to do anymore.

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