All of my family and all of my friends, they make my life great and I Never want that to end.
I have such great people, that’s not the problem, but no matter what, I always feel like I’m at rock bottom.
I go to school and do my best, I’m happy with what I study, but it seems I still cannot rest. My life is great, and I almost feel selfish for wanting more, but lately it seems so hard to ignore.
Something is missing and I do not know what, I feel so dead inside and it fucking sucks.
The amount of reasons I have to be happy is unreal, it makes me feel as if, what else could I possibly reveal?
It’s to the point where you already feel dead, to where functioning daily is such a dread.