The world never runs out of what ifs and maybes, Which includes how I see you and me. I always seem to be uncertain and the least prepared when situations require me to be.
I have decisions gladly made yet regrets have not disappeared. I know I have to accept reality but I can't seem to let them leave my heart so easily.
I said no when I was not even sure And said yes when I thought it was the only choice I had left.
It took me years to realize this mistake I've made. I should've went for it when I could've.
I could've given chances...but I didn't. What makes everything even more unacceptable is how I always wonder what I could've given you.
"What if I told you I loved you?" I constantly repeat in my head. "What if I told you...I didn't mean what I said back then?"
All these unending questions continue to haunt me to the point where I wished I could go back in time.
But I know...
It's all too late. Though a part of me can't help but imagine myself saying this to you:
Did you know...
...I loved you?