It's been 24 hours and 6 minutes since you last spoke to me.
Aching, hurting, panicking
Losing my mind
Don't know how to do this
Scared I might drown
Are you ok?
Yelling your name into the void
Was it real?
It's been months since we've gone this long without speaking
The absence of you is so FUCKING LOUD in my mind
You're missing here, in my world, my day
My ears are ringing, vertigo, sick
Each sweet memory feels like a thousand lovely cuts
Slicing me to pieces