They disappear. Everything I knew, learned, the judgment, the lectures, everything was gone.
I was left there, on my own path.
Letting my mind think of what I want.
My feelings to control themselves.
Left in a faded world that doesn't exist anymore,
But me and my monsters.
Even though I'm up here, they follow.
Why don't they stop?
Why can't they leave me only for once in my damn life?
I'm not there physically or emotional anymore, why do I still obtain this struggle?
The struggle that keeps me up at nights and makes me take a blade to my skin for happiness.
It's in my head, something that can never be fix.