Disappearing?
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crazyonezzLive life like it's your last dying day
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Depression is something everyone suffers from.. this is just my thoughts

Disappearing?

by crazyonezz

They disappear. Everything I knew, learned, the judgment, the lectures, everything was gone.

I was left there, on my own path.

Letting my mind think of what I want.

My feelings to control themselves.

Left in a faded world that doesn't exist anymore,

But me and my monsters.

Even though I'm up here, they follow.

Why don't they stop?

Why can't they leave me only for once in my damn life?

I'm not there physically or emotional anymore, why do I still obtain this struggle?

The struggle that keeps me up at nights and makes me take a blade to my skin for happiness.

It's in my head, something that can never be fix.

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4 months agoReply
@michaelschulze that is very true and that's why I write very dark topics or stories. A lot of people today can realate, which is saddening to hear.

4 months agoReply
You may be right for some it's a life long thing some do grow out of it I've been fighting my mind to varying degrees all my life but the funniest part is people think those suffering depression are never happy we do get happy but it's when we are at our happiest that depression his you for six out the blue for no reason what so ever you only have to choices fight or give up please keep fighting