Butterfly In Snow

Prompt #2 Monachopsis: The sudden but persistent feeling of being out of place.

I 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 when aloud, I cry

I 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 when aloud, I cry Perhaps too unruly for a place

I 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 when aloud, I cry Perhaps too unruly for a place Or 𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦 to survive

I 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 when aloud, I cry Perhaps too unruly for a place Or 𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦 to survive Do I deem a place to be unsafe?

I pose a threat when aloud, I cry Perhaps too unruly for a place Or I'm too delicate to survive Do I deem a place to be unsafe?

Did you spy a butterfly in snow?

Did you spy a butterfly in snow? A subtle chill left her heart opened

Did you spy a butterfly in snow? A subtle chill left her heart opened Or saw a wild animal in town

Did you spy a butterfly in snow? A subtle chill left her heart opened Or saw a wild animal in town To frame me for your harmful reactions?

These doubts cause vulnerabilities

These doubts cause vulnerabilities So unable to feel where the wind blows

These doubts cause vulnerabilities So unable to feel where the wind blows Monachopsis influences me terribly

These doubts cause vulnerabilities So unable to feel where the wind blows Monachopsis influences me terribly Makes me search wildly til warmth grows

The more I show I don't belong here

The more I show I don't belong here My soul loses a chance to keep

The more I show I don't belong here My soul loses a chance to keep Forever felt lonely in a sphere

The more I show I don't belong here My soul loses a chance to keep Forever felt lonely in a sphere Possibly my feelings are streeties

My feelings roam for a place to stay

My feelings roam for a place to stay And my soul is feeling that something

My feelings roam for a place to stay And my soul is feeling that something It tells me that I'm just out of place

But it's my heart that's simply longing

For its rightful place

For its rightful place Written by 𝘾𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙘𝙪𝙩

For its rightful place Written by 𝘾𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙘𝙪𝙩 εϊз