Growing Pains
Growing Pains therapy stories
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cnejv
cnejv I'm here for therapy due to heartbreak.
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Wrote this last week. Forgot to post. I'm doing a little better than I was when I wrote this, but I still like this piece.

Growing Pains

I've grown over the years but just not enough.

I've grown over the years but just not enough. Recent mistakes I've made got me feeling rough.

I've grown over the years but just not enough. Recent mistakes I've made got me feeling rough. Looking back at them is really kinda tough cause,

I've grown over the years but just not enough. Recent mistakes I've made got me feeling rough. Looking back at them is really kinda tough cause, If I hadn't made them then we might still be us.

I just tunnel-visioned on the wrong things.

I just tunnel-visioned on the wrong things. Just wanted cuddles, kissing like I daydreamed,

I just tunnel-visioned on the wrong things. Just wanted cuddles, kissing like I daydreamed, Not troubled decisions haunting your peace,

I just tunnel-visioned on the wrong things. Just wanted cuddles, kissing like I daydreamed, Not troubled decisions haunting your peace, Not double-knuckle-fisting your teeth, metaphorically.

Really I feel guilty.

Now that we stopped talking you're in my dreams.

Now that we stopped talking you're in my dreams. It's happened twice to me in the last week.

Now that we stopped talking you're in my dreams. It's happened twice to me in the last week. Pissed when I wake up then can't fall back asleep.

Now that we stopped talking you're in my dreams. It's happened twice to me in the last week. Pissed when I wake up then can't fall back asleep. Used to not think this was a pipe dream.

Now I spend my work day writing.

Now I spend my work day writing. We were never fighting, the chemistry was lightning.

Now I spend my work day writing. We were never fighting, the chemistry was lightning. Feelings never writhing or frightening,

Now I spend my work day writing. We were never fighting, the chemistry was lightning. Feelings never writhing or frightening, Never really scared of what they might be.

Now I'm thinking this was all God just to spite me.

Now I'm thinking this was all God just to spite me. Is He ruining every opportunity that I see?

Now I'm thinking this was all God just to spite me. Is He ruining every opportunity that I see? Just to test my will to keep climbing?

Now I'm thinking this was all God just to spite me. Is He ruining every opportunity that I see? Just to test my will to keep climbing? Does He know if I'm gonna die trying?

Even if He told me, I'd tell Him that He's lying.

Even if He told me, I'd tell Him that He's lying. I've never believed in what He's supplying.

Even if He told me, I'd tell Him that He's lying. I've never believed in what He's supplying. Just like Him I'm no longer replying.

Even if He told me, I'd tell Him that He's lying. I've never believed in what He's supplying. Just like Him I'm no longer replying. All this bullshit's just got me sighing.

I think I just need a few minutes for thinking.

I think I just need a few minutes for thinking, So I can get my mind right and keep healing.

I think I just need a few minutes for thinking, So I can get my mind right and keep healing. I think I just need introspective me reflecting.

I think I just need a few minutes for thinking, So I can get my mind right and keep healing. I think I just need introspective me reflecting. So my mind can stay afloat without sinking.

There's still room for me to grow, clearly.

There's still room for me to grow, clearly. I think I just need to grow into the right me.

There's still room for me to grow, clearly. I think I just need to grow into the right me. I think I need to find out who I might be,

There's still room for me to grow, clearly. I think I just need to grow into the right me. I think I need to find out who I might be, Embrace the pain and grow until I love me.

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