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clair_de_lune
clair_de_lune Await_alive#7106 <- discord
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Always it gives some power to be quiet and handle everything and bear everything and run out of control! this is y word of how I feel of that everyday!

I'm left unexpressed

causing endless torture

causing endless torture making me question

causing endless torture making me question my own being

it wrenches my soul,

it wrenches my soul, feelings left unexpressed,

it wrenches my soul, feelings left unexpressed, words and conversations

it wrenches my soul, feelings left unexpressed, words and conversations left unsaid

it starts to etch my soul,

it starts to etch my soul, in the depths of unsurance

it starts to etch my soul, in the depths of unsurance I suffer pain

it starts to etch my soul, in the depths of unsurance I suffer pain "silently"

when my tears bent my spine,

when my tears bent my spine, you faded away

when my tears bent my spine, you faded away with everything around me

I crawl through my veins

I crawl through my veins questioning,

I crawl through my veins questioning, my questions in corners

I said

I said "I'm fine"

I said "I'm fine" for over a half-decade,

I said "I'm fine" for over a half-decade, but you never

I said "I'm fine" for over a half-decade, but you never really hear my mind

I fell for it,

I fell for it, as if I fell from a cliff,

I fell for it, as if I fell from a cliff, inside,

I fell for it, as if I fell from a cliff, inside, I am never reluctant to

I fell for it, as if I fell from a cliff, inside, I am never reluctant to memorize your first lines

cry.

cry. cry.

cry. cry. cry.

cry. cry. cry. was it that heavy?

cry. cry. cry. was it that heavy? no,

cry. cry. cry. was it that heavy? no, I just made it to be so,

cry. cry. cry. was it that heavy? no, I just made it to be so, unknown of my own living life

falling down

falling down and having nobody to hold,

falling down and having nobody to hold, my fears untold,

falling down and having nobody to hold, my fears untold, I had a fake smile

I longed to those chains of misery,

I longed to those chains of misery, little did I know,

I longed to those chains of misery, little did I know, the struggle was too long

endless fails,

endless fails, attempt to create

endless fails, attempt to create so many drains,

endless fails, attempt to create so many drains, when my Faucet open to pain

when my mind started

when my mind started playing with fragile glass

when my mind started playing with fragile glass I got lost sight of frames

for nightmares as I sleep.

for nightmares as I sleep. the horrific details

for nightmares as I sleep. the horrific details scrawl from my past

for nightmares as I sleep. the horrific details scrawl from my past the sharp claws

for nightmares as I sleep. the horrific details scrawl from my past the sharp claws of my silence

for nightmares as I sleep. the horrific details scrawl from my past the sharp claws of my silence corner my isolation

for nightmares as I sleep. the horrific details scrawl from my past the sharp claws of my silence corner my isolation in my heart

your lies

your lies "it would be ok"

your lies "it would be ok" was the hardest

your lies "it would be ok" was the hardest heartbreaking punch

and I still desperately live,

and I still desperately live, carry weight on shoulders

and I still desperately live, carry weight on shoulders that knot whispers

and I still desperately live, carry weight on shoulders that knot whispers of the devil

"It will be ok,

"It will be ok, as if it ever ends"

||Sithu|| I hope yall enjoy it! I just don't have anything to say! Take care! <3

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