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christina
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please don't

don't push

by christina

don’t push

please don’t ask too many questions

or move too fast

i'm not just protecting my heart

i'm protecting my soul

because i let people into the surface waters of my mind and they think they can live there forever

they think that they then have permission to dive to the deepest parts of my ocean

to try and explore everything i have to offer, to try and figure out who i am, to categorise me and label me

but why would i let someone so inexperienced with my soul, try to explore everything

would you let someone know everything about you?

would you let them dive that deep?

because I won’t make that mistake

because I've let people wade in before

but not again

because

because because

because because because

what if i let them in and they run?

what if i let them in and they run? they laugh?

what if i let them in and they run? they laugh? they judge?

what if i open up and i find out you love someone else?

if i give someone the key to my soul and they throw it away for someone else

because of that, i have never tried. i may never try. i may never let anyone in. my walls will come up again i will shut you out...

because of that, i have never tried. i may never try. i may never let anyone in. my walls will come up again i will shut you out... but i dont want to shut you out

can i let you in?

please don't push

please don't push because i might give in

please don't push because i might give in please don't

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