were you the one?
because if you were, i'm sorry i am so so sorry
i didn't want to ruin this us this
but i guess i can't help but to
self-destruct self-destroy self-protect
even if i was only protecting myself from you
who were only ever there to love me and hold me and keep me
but like the wind i am beginning to question if i'm meant to be kept.
you wanted to go through this with me fight this with me
but i have to fight this alone because it's the only way i know how to because i never got to lean how to depend on anyone but myself for this, no matter how hard i tried, and it's ruining us
i'm ruining us
and i am sorry
but i will love you until we become stars and i will love you even then