Today I looked in the mirror, and
I did not like what I saw-or who I saw.
I saw a girl who lost herself-
A girl who was so caught up in everyone else
That she forgot to care about herself
She forgot that she matters too.
She forgot who she was-and
all she had to offer.
She forgot that she was worth all
And like no other.
While trying to appease others
She forgot what really matters
What’s on the inside.
Her insides were not happy
So she went on this journey to self discovery
She didn’t know who she was anymore
Or what she wanted anymore
Or where she needed to start anymore.
She never knew how to stick with anything,
She always tended to let go or quit.
She quit jobs, sports, and people.
She was so confused ...
So she disconnected to reconnect.
Until recently she didn’t realize that everything happens for a reason.
Those things weren’t meant for her.
They weren’t meant for me.
That girl is me.
Through this ink, my thoughts and emotion flow freely
Onto this paper-and I now have the ability to recreate a more vulnerable me
A me who is happy.
This is my journey,
and I hope you enjoy following along as I find self love and harmony or myself again.