A relation that was supposed to happen
Happen so that sender could receive the care
Care which she always craved for
For the only one who could ever care was the receiver
Receiver who blamed herself for sender's agony
Agony that would have been ended
Ended .. had she never stopped her from dying that day
That day when her interference started to worsen
Worsen the sender's life
Life that went from worse to worst
Worst as agony increased
Increased, between them, was also love and trust
Trust that the receiver broke
Broken it was like a glass; as she told the secret
Secret that should have been buried in her heart
Heart of sender was shattered
Shattered beyond repair
Repair... What could be repaired?
Repair ... Could trust ever be rebuilt?
Rebuilt, could love be regained?
In a blink of an eye, love was lost ...
In a blink of an eye, love was lost ... trust was broken
One hurt herself physically, other emotionally
Self harm is self harm ...
Self harm is self harm ... done either way ...
Was love between them really lost?
Who knows ... but lost were the words
Words that were supposed to be written
Written on the piece of paper
Paper which was now blank
Blank was the receiver's mind
Mind that turned into hell
Hell similar to the one sender lived in ....
In sender's heart, love for receiver never died
Died but she a little inside with every breath
Breath she took with her wounded heart
Heart that was filled with immense love
Love for receiver ..
Love for receiver .. that stopped her from dying
Dying .. every time she planned to end her life
But this time it was too much
Too much to handle on her own
So she said goodbye to her beloved
Beloved who was unable to stop her this time
This time ... she said she would leave for sure
Sure she was that she won't be back
Back in her beloved's life again
A goodbye with tears in both of their eyes
Eyes that wanted to see each other
Each other, "I'll come in your dreams" said the sender
Sender who closed her eyes with this unfulfilled wish of meeting her love
Wish which was buried inside her heart as it stopped
Stopped were the heartbeats of receiver as she got the news
News that made her feel lost
Lost she was for the words ...
Words? .. Even her tears left her
Her ... who seemed lifeless now
Life ... that's always unpredictable ...
Unpredictable was their ever after ...
Ever after of their love which was not like Disney's ....
It was nothing like Disney ...
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