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cherriebomb16
cherriebomb16The best time to write is after midnight
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The wave of my own demons drowning me on this lovely night.

Many Waters

This wave of sadness.

This wave of sadness. Nothing new at all.

I'm trying not to think about it.

I'm trying not to think about it. But it all just gets to me.

Overwhelmed.

Shortness of breath, loss of vision.

I don't know who I am anymore.

I don't know who I am anymore. I lost myself to my own shadow.

I don't know who I am anymore. I lost myself to my own shadow. I succumbed into the darkness.

I thought I came out, stronger than ever.

I lied to myself to the point where I really believed it.

Truth is, I'm not strong.

I'm not brave.

I'm not brave. I never made it out.

I let the darkness take me in, believing I would see the light the lower I got.

I was wrong.

This wave of desperation.

This wave of desperation. Nothing new at all.

I can't fight these demons on my own.

I can't fight these demons on my own. I always rely on someone to fight for me or fight with me.

I can't fight on my own.

Everything just gets to me.

I have no one to blame but myself.

What is real?

What is real? Is everything just an illusion?

Am I really as strong as everyone says or am I just a mindless puppet walking with the human race?

How much longer do I have to lie and say everything is okay?

This wave of paranoia.

This wave of paranoia. Nothing new at all.

I always reach out for hands to guide me.

I always reach out for hands to guide me. No hands have ever reached out to help me.

Nuisance.

That's why I choose to do this on my own.

Knowing I'm not mentally nor emotionally equipped for this.

I walk this dark path by myself.

The way I always have.

The way I always have. The way I always will.

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