Even though you most likely never read this
I think you need to know a few things. Although if you are at this point you probably know most of this. So let us start with I am sorry. For a lot of things.
For you being stuck with me, although if you think about it
you made that choice yourself. For having to put up with me apologizing often. For having to deal with all my hobbies. For having to deal with me not being able to fully know how I feel.
For me not being able to give compliments.
For me not being able to make decisions. The list could go on and on, but I am sure you know that about me.
You need to know that while I have never planned a wedding
in my head like a lot of girls, I have named our children, and yes even if we both are not their biological parents they will be our children.
They will not be only my children or only your children
because I have seen what that can do to people. While I don’t have a dream wedding I do have a dream marriage even a dream life.
Also I don’t care how much we love each other
if you let me down then I will not live in an unhappy marriage. I have seen what that does which I am sure you know all about.
I don’t care what you do for a living
so if you are ever unhappy with how your career is going let me know. Actually let me know if you are unhappy about anything and we can work on whatever it is. Even if it is us.
I would rather you tell me and end things.
I have spent so much of my life unhappy I don’t want to spend the rest unhappy. So thank you for choosing to be with me even if it is only for a short time.