I'm lost I don't know what to do I lost every thing I've changed, some of me changed to the best,some to the worst, I'm not that bitch any more I stopped hurting people around me just trying to be better,
, I don't understand my self any more I don't even know who I am any more, I lost my heart I lost the big part of me, I lost you, I don't know what to do about it I can't even think right,
I spent this week away trying to understand you or understand us, there's so much pain that pain that probably made me stronger but now I'm feeling like I'm losing my mind I'm not that same girl, that much of pain is controlling me
The question is: Why do you just leave ?
I don't know why but you always leave the day that I need you more I think I'm just ment to suffer alone At first when dad left I wasn't sad about it not even happy because I had you you were my dad, my brother,the husband, the best freind, I didn't felt like I've lost some thing or some one because you were every thing like if I've lost it all at once
You can't imagine how much I love you I'm sorry I'm just already broken you can't brake me more than I am but losing you was the worst feeling I've ever had to deal with
I even stopped watching movies and listening to music because it just reminds me of you, I can't forget you I can't get you out of my head I need you're help! I need you more than any body else You went and you took every thing with you I swear I don't smile any more I don't laugh at jocks you took my eyes too, I really can't see with out you I just can't let it go
Baby please! My heart beats only for you I need you, I love you,I can't live without you.