I drank the kool aid
I drank the kool aid 
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caseymariecharl
caseymariecharl 23| how to feel when you’re numb
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Outcast
Inspired by Yungblud

I drank the kool aid

I drank the kool aid Built a barricade

I drank the kool aid Built a barricade Held a ticking grenade

I drank the kool aid Built a barricade Held a ticking grenade Hoping things would change

I drank the kool aid Built a barricade Held a ticking grenade Hoping things would change But I’m sitting beside myself

At a pity parade

At a pity parade Because I was too afraid

At a pity parade Because I was too afraid To be myself.

Stuck my neck so far Out on the line

Stuck my neck so far Out on the line I broke my spine

Stuck my neck so far Out on the line I broke my spine Bats on their back Beating me to every punchline

Stuck my neck so far Out on the line I broke my spine Bats on their back Beating me to every punchline Swore I was fine

Stuck my neck so far Out on the line I broke my spine Bats on their back Beating me to every punchline Swore I was fine But I lied

Till my face ran blue

Till my face ran blue Morphed into

Till my face ran blue Morphed into Someone I couldn’t stomach

Till my face ran blue Morphed into Someone I couldn’t stomach Felt like I had the flu

Till my face ran blue Morphed into Someone I couldn’t stomach Felt like I had the flu Sick of trying to be someone Worthy enough for you

Till my face ran blue Morphed into Someone I couldn’t stomach Felt like I had the flu Sick of trying to be someone Worthy enough for you To approve.

Stare at my screen

Stare at my screen I shattered with my screams

Stare at my screen I shattered with my screams Because being yourself Isn’t as easy as it seems

So I’ll change my hair

So I’ll change my hair Fiddle with my middle

So I’ll change my hair Fiddle with my middle Finger in the air

So I’ll change my hair Fiddle with my middle Finger in the air Smile at their stares

So I’ll change my hair Fiddle with my middle Finger in the air Smile at their stares Because I’m free From care

So.....

So..... call me an outcast And see how long

So..... call me an outcast And see how long That will last.

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