I Know I'm Weird
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burniingaschsI love stories, games, and sleep. :)
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I've always known.

I Know I'm Weird

by burniingaschs

I know I'm weird...

When I go to a gathering of highschool kids and don't know what to say because I don't know what people that go to 'school' talk about.

I know I'm weird...

When my mom says I've been 'thrown under the bus' if I take 30 seconds to process something she said.

I know I'm weird...

When I spend an hour looking for my glasses only to find them on my face.

I know I'm weird...

When I spend the night before I go somewhere rehearsing what I'm going to say to someone. (I plan out best and worst case scenarios)

I know I'm weird...

When I think so much about what I'm going to say to someone that I never actually say it.

I know I'm weird...

When I practice saying hello in front of my mirror because I get too tongue tied in public to actually say it.

I know I'm weird...

When I get extremely excited when someone says they're my friend because I tend to think people dislike me. (I've got zero confidence in myself)

I know I'm weird...

When I get shocked because said friend invites my to their birthday party. (I didn't quite believe them about the friend thing)

I know I'm weird...

When I'd rather be alone, but I still want to have friends.

I know I'm weird...

When I write all about how I think I'm weird and bore the person reading this.

I know I'm weird.

But I don't dislike myself. I have much room for improvement and sometimes its frustrating that I'm so antisocial, but that only means I need to try a little harder.

You may be weird.

Or at least you may think you are. But don't change yourself, just recognize your faults and work to fix them. Even if that means standing in front of the mirror and practicing your hellos.

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burniingaschsBronze CommaI love stories, games, and sleep. :)
a year ago
Beautiful.
Recognize beauty and appreciate it. Because you wo...

burniingaschsBronze CommaI love stories, games, and sleep. :)
a year ago
I've always wondered.

burniingaschsBronze CommaI love stories, games, and sleep. :)
a year ago
Forgiving or Regretting.



LostInMyDreamsCommabassadorDelving deeper into the unknown
8 months agoReply
I can relate to a good bit of these things, and I've always considered myself different from most. Now as an adult, it's awesome! High school is the worst. Once you put some distance between the time you were in high school and your present day, you will begin to realize you aren't wierd at all!! So many people are fake it isn't funny. Keep being you, being fake looks exhausting.

9 months agoReply
We are all a little weird that's what makes life so interesting everyone has their own weird story to tell and you told your's the way it should be told from the heart

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
9 months agoReply
You sound like a normal intelligent adolescent coming into young adulthood. I had many of your 'weird" behaviors. I still practice some. I have to get a handle on that glasses thing, though. Great job!!!!!